Unfortunately ... on the stage of reality ... i always forget that.

And ... living with the illusion that i help ... and do the right things i must do in life ... trying to act as a good human being... i have moments when i just make huge mistakes.

... helping the wrong people.

And ... i've done that many times.

I helped people asking me money for food, but they actually needed alcohol or drugs.

I allowed people stay for free into my houses ... seeing later that they simply didn't even bothered to clean their mess when they left.

I helped people ... which were talking lots of ugly things about me ... behind my back.

I was indeed ... naive.

But ... i've done it many, many times.

I somehow believe too much in people.

So ... i do the wrong things, believing the illusions they

induce to me.

It's ridiculous ... i know.

It's ridiculous ... cause i am blind.

... and stupid.

And it is all related to the fact that i don't know to penetrate the souls.

I don't know to deeply connect.

I don't know to read the real personality of those persons.

Yes .... I really don't.

I am an idiot ... i act like an idiot ... so i am treated as an idiot.

... by many of those ugly souls.

Even if i am not so young anymore ... i haven't learned so much about the masks the humans are wearing.

And .. I can't clearly see ... what is beyond those illusory masks.

Damn it ...

I've promised myself ... i'll try to be more wiser ... but ... who the hell knows if i will ever learn this art of ... reading the souls from the stage of my life.

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